Intro :
I thoug ht for a long time T hat it began the day you left
Saying goodbye on mama's po rch For saking this troubled woman
...Cause you thought you did your bes t A nd couldn't give mo re
You never meant to let me down But finally I was alone
She's crazy, it's all her f ault But I paid for it any way
You needed to save your self How come you didn't save me, too ?
Why did you leave me t here ?
It all began the day he left It mus t be someone else's fault
Cause you gave all the love that you h ad
T alkin g ab out i t with all your friends
...Cause the phone is the only esca pe From this apartme nt
You never wanted me to suf focate But finally I drowned wit h you
He's a rat, don't ever trust him I don't trust anyone, any way
You needed to save your self And I'm old enough to underst and
Why do I always have to understa nd ?
Yo u mig ht not realize how it hurts You alw ays did what you could
I just waited for something that never came
Tried all the way to kill the p ain I 'm what I am ...cause of i t al l
I'm glad I chose to save mys elf
I never meant to be ungrat eful But you owe it t o me
I never meant to be rude But it was the only way to say it
I never meant to be mad at you But I was angry any way
And it never got me anywh ere