Am I that scary or are you only indiff erent
Are you ashamed to show me ?
Sometimes I know I can be diff erent
Are you proud of me ?
Those nights when I sing as te restau rant ?
Or would you prefer to be free ?
Just too busy to keep your arms open ?
Am I just too strange ?
To be a g irl, more than a f riend
Could we speak seriously ?
Right now I swear to you I won't ask for it o ften
Would you forgive me ?
I f I'd cry while you're having fun
Would you pretend to be free
The minute you were a lone with that girl ?
Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy
L ost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a r eason to be less insec ure
Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy
Miles away from real ity
Sorry if I'm unable to he ar anymore
A m I re ally that angry ?
Or are you just too stoned
Well it's driving me crazy
You may think I'm always paranoid about being wrong
But this pain that cuts so deeply
Tel me, is this the way I was born
'Cause now I feel I've been real
Just like I've been for so long
H ave I spoke n cle arly ?
Should I still wait for the sun ?
Stop feeding me stories or apologies
I've already learned to be strong
But keep your hands off of me
'Cause you know that I won't run
Then once again probably
How I'll swear I'll never ever be that dumb
Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy
Lost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a r eason to be less insec ure
Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy
Miles away from real ity
But apologies I just can' t believe anymore
Sorry if I'm unable to he ar anymore
