It on ly h urts me w hen I'm awake
It se ems to die with d reaming
And there's only so much that I can fake
When my whole life's c areenin g down
It only kills me 'cause I'm alive
and living this disaster
And it's all I can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down
I will not die
Down I will not die
When I'm well I long to be
Only in love wi th you
But I guess I'll never be
Whole and you know it' s true
It does not stop me that we all die
I know this trip's to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry
I feel the healing water roll down
I will not die
Down I will not die
Down I will not die