I 'll be silent in my s olitude
C an't find my smile or my g ratitude
I 'm afraid of what I might do
C ause there's no me if there's no me and you
I wish that I could op en up your eyes
T o feel the sun that burned i n your mind
I can't deal with what y ou have done
R eincarnate I wonder w ho I might become
W ith the potential of a l oaded gun
I could be as fresh as hard b ubble gum
I don't have nothing now I w ant me some
F irst some of you then some of e veryone
O h darling since you've been aw ay from me
I know how the pins feel in the b owling alley
T hey say love is something you f eel but never see
W hen I see you I firmly d isagree
I 'm just trying to be all that I can be
W ithout destroying you now or j oining the army
Y our ashes must be blowing e verywhere
C ause I could still feel you and you're n owhere near
A nd though you didn't say so I can tell that y ou still care
W e could've had it all but then n othing is fair
I still think about wash ing your hair
I wish i could've washed away a ll of your despair