I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thi ng that's real
The needl e tears a hole the old fam iliar s ting
Try t o kill i t all a way but I r emember everythi ng
What have I become ? My sweetest friend
Everyone I k now goes a way in the end
And you could have it a ll My em pire of dirt
I will let you d own I will m ake you h urt
I wear this crown of thorns up on my l iars c hair
Full of bro ken thoug hts I cann ot rep air
Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappe ars
You are so meone e lse I am s till r ight here
If I could start again A million miles away
I would keep myself I would find a way