It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see no body by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV
I got no r eason to wake up, to morrow I could sleep,
All day or start something, somehow coz sunrise and sunset will come forever
My illness leaves me weak-kneed and fevered.
It is not only a headache : I also feel afraid
I worry all the time when the panic attacks I'm scared
I feel like my soul is empty, my life's deprived of sense.
I always want to scream out as loudly as I can
It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see no body by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV (Refrain x2)
I'm afraid of the future and I re gret the past.
And when I see those old pictures it's all gone by so fast
Only a quarter of my life up but all hope is dead
I'll be con fined to an office; it's not what I had planned.
In this a byss of what's to come I don't know where I stand.
Someone should stretch out a rope now, stretch out a rope !
I put myself in a big mess, I'm not s ure I understand what p eople talk about
What they talk about
It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see no body by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm go ing to bed leaving my dr eams on MTV (Refrain x2)
Money, Fame and Fashion what is it all worth ?
If when you go out, you're not happy with your birth.
It's now five in the morning, I think this song's over
I wonder if I'll wake up to morrow may not be better. (x3)
(x2)
It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see no body by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm g oing to bed leaving my dreams on MTV (Refrain x3)
Leaving my dreams