I'm si tting on a citadel
C ontemplating life
Making a po int to waste my time
I'm walking on clo uds of wh ite
What if I fa ll?
What if I do n't?
What if I ne ver make it h ome?
What if I bl eed?
What if I br eak?
And I find t hat I can't t ake
T he city below the Citadel
Holding my o wn hand?
A nd I'm breaking on the ba lcony
Breaking window p anes
Killing the p ain of broken hearts
I'm walking on c louds
Walking on s tars
What if I fa ll?
What if I do n't?
What if I ne ver make it h ome?
What if I bl eed?
What if I br eak?
And I find t hat I can't t ake
T he city below the Citadel
Holding my o wn hand?
I 'm holding on to something
It's k eeping me from jumping
I 'm so afraid to d o it a lone
And h olding up this fortress
Wi th imaginary forces
L onging for a life down b elow
What if I fa ll?
What if I do n't?
What if I ne ver make it h ome?
What if I bl eed?
What if I br eak?
And I find t hat I can't t ake
T he city below the Citadel
Holding my o wn hand?