I drove by all the places
we used t o hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss
the way it felt the way you tasted
and even though your friends
tell me youre doing fine
and youre somewhere feeling lonely
even though hes right beside you
when he says those words that hurt you
do you read the ones I wrote you ?
Some times I start to wonder was it just a lie ?
If what we had was real how could you be fine ?
Cause Im not fine at all
I re member the day you told me you were leaving
I re member the makeup running down your face
and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with a mnesia
for get about the stupid little things
like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories I never can escape
cause Im not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me
they're still living in my phone
Ill ad mit I like to see them
I'll a dmit I feel alone
all my friends keep asking why
Im not around
it hurts to know youre happy
and it hurts that youve moved on
its hard to hear your name
when I havent seen you in so long
Its like we never happened was it just a lie ?
If what we had was real how could you be fine ?
Cause Im not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
for get about the stupid little things
like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
like all of this was just some twisted dream
Id hold you closer than I ever did before
and youd never slip away
and youd never hear me say
I re member the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
for get about the stupid little things
like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
and the memories I never can escape
Cause Im not fine at all