I don't want to be the one
Th e battles always choose
Co s'inside I realize
Th at I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
An d say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I' m breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I heard much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Th e battles always choose
Cu z inside I realize
Th at I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
An d say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I' ll never be alright
So , I'm breaking the habit
I' m breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cu z I'm the one at fault
I' ll never fight again
An d this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
Bu t now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I' ll never be alright
So , I'm breaking the habit
I' m breaking the habit
I' m breaking the habit tonight