And back to these cold shitty days in Portland.
Wishing I'd never come across your f ace.
Plagued by the memories of things unspoken.
Scared by t houghts of your fathe r.
Made me look over the flaws of your nature.
Laying on your back became your only e scape.
You feel so old, used, but not yet bro ken.
Enough to thing you have it all t ogether.
I never plann ed to carry your burdens.
But this child was a mistake.
I knew from the moment i s tepped off that p lane,
we h ad no future.
How come your dreams are always so bitter ?.
And who knows,
maybe on eday,
she will k now my name.
You still return to the same skylines,
that leave you broken.
Cheap talks with even cheaper company.
Keeps the days turning into nights.
You lay awake crying cause your child,
carries my name while i regret ever making you apart of my life.
Sadly enough,
this song's not to hurt you,
just to show the world that I'm free.