I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the g irl who never w ants to be al one
I don't wanna b e that call at 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cos I'm the o nly one you know in the wo rld that won't be home
A- - - h the sun is bl inding
I- - stayed up ag ain
O- - h , I am fi nding
That's not the w ay I want my st ory to end
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this p arty's ove r ?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this g ood sobe r ?
I don't wanna b e the girl who ha s to fill the sil ence
The q uiet scares me 'ca use it screams the tru th
Please don't t ell me that we ha d that conversation
I won't re member, save your br eath, 'cos what's the use ?
A- - h, the night is ca lling ?
And it whis pers to me so ftly come and pla y
A- - h , I am f alling
And If I l et myself go I'm the on ly one to blame
I'm coming d own, coming down, coming do wn
Spinning 'r ound, spinning 'round, spinning 'r ound
Looking for myself - S OBER ( x2)
When it's g ood, then it's good, it's so good till it goe s bad
Till you're t rying to find the yo u that you once ha d
I have heard myself cry, ne ver again
Broken dow n in agony just tr ying find a fit
(x2)
Will I ever feel this good sober ?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober ?